Updated: Feb 7
Are you perfect? I know I’m not. I don’t even want to pretend to figure a percentage. I fail – a LOT.
When I was younger, I had some notion that I could manage any situation – that even if someone thought I’d done something wrong, I could work hard enough, spend enough time, say enough words, to make someone know I intended no harm or did the best I could. As I have aged, I’ve learned this is not always the case, and this is a HARD lesson.
I really believed that if I tried hard enough, didn’t give up, all situations could be resolved.
Boy, was I wrong. No matter where the blame lies, you will never be able to make everyone happy, and this is a lesson worth learning early:
You can’t fix everything.
There will be people you can’t please. There will be relationships you can’t mend.
Sometimes, the relationships are worth mourning. Sometimes, they are not. Sometimes, you are at fault. Sometimes, you are not.
Here’s what I’ve learned:
You will disappoint people despite trying your very hardest. As someone who placed an inordinate amount of importance on friendships, I will pass on what I have learned:
You will lose friends if you have kids; you’ll lose friends if you don’t. You’ll lose friends if you’re too ‘Jesus.’ You’ll lose friends if you’re too secular. You’ll lose friends if you’re fat. You’ll lose friends if you’re too thin. You’ll lose friends if you drink. You’ll lose friends if you don’t. You’ll lose friends if you’re tolerant. You’ll lose friends if you aren’t. You’ll lose friends if you are true to yourself. You’ll lose friends if you try to be a chameleon.
Point is, no matter what you do, you will lose friends over the years, and this is OK, despite how it makes you feel.
It makes you feel like a failure. You think that if you were perfect, all of your friendships would remain hunky-dory and no one would ever dislike you or think you should do anything differently in your life, but that is NOT true.
I *sort of* finally accepted this.
Did you know Jesus was perfect and that some people hated him?
And since I know I’m NOT perfect, if some people hate me, why should I be shocked?
So, my conclusion?
Live Biblically. Love Biblically. And if people hate you, well, “Remember what I told you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will persecute you also.” John 15:20
You will still have nothing to regret. EVEN IF YOU’RE NOT PERFECT. Live the best you can according to your conscience – according to the Holy Spirit – and if you fail, Jesus sacrifice has still covered you, and if your friends, or family, or whomever, cannot not accept you and your failures – your struggles – along the way, it does not matter. Keep going. The Lord knows your heart, knows you are not perfect, and accepts you anyway.
YOU ARE LOVED.
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